i have had an online blog on another site for years. about eight to be exact. when i started it off. i was still a late teenager and the site was geared towards teenagers which was absolutely perfect. i didnt post all the time. much like this site. but it got to the point where i was and still am writing everyday. it wasn't like i wanted to write all the time. but it just became my way out. no one bothered me there, no one knew who i was. and it just i grew with the site as well as that journal.
but now im just about 28.
and i realize i have nothing to do with a site geared towards kids that are almost fifteen years younger than me.
so why cant i just leave?
why cant i pack my stuff up. say goodbye to the screen name i have had for a decade and just go?
why because i have almost 2,000 entries.
and i dont go on there for the teenagers opinions. they are still forming their own as it is. i go on there because its been my 'life' in words since i was 19.
thats a lot of memories that i have. a lot of time spent working on words, on thoughts. and its just. i cant exactly walk away.
can i?
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