So we received the first baby gift this afternoon. and yet i can't get it. why? because the apartment complex that we live ins office was closed. so until tomorrow i get to wait on that first baby gift.

damn it!

the funny thing is, i am expecting. and yet in the past week, my grandmother, and both sisters have found themselves in the hospital. all for different reasons of course and at different times. but you would think, i would be the one that would be running to the hospital. though i am still a good three months away i have yet to had myself landed there.

nanny-heart issues.
burgandy-high blood pressure they were worried about her having a stroke.
hillary-anxiety attack.

i am however glad to report all are ok. still. not a comforting thought for my parents.

Nanny is still in the hospital. They moved her to ICU yesterday and she seems to be gettin a bit better. Though it is still a rough situation and one that none of us like to think about.

Again all we can do is just sit and pray.

so my mom called me this evening. my grandmother was put into the icu unit of fairfax hospital this afternoon. her heart is weakening, and it doesn't look good. we are all in a waiting period. waiting for her to get better. waiting for her to get worse. or waiting, for something that none of us want to speak of as yet.
but we know its coming. have known its going to come.
its the waiting that's the hardest of it all.
and the unknown.

i know. its been awhile. so let me do a quick update.

-im now 22 weeks pregnant (as of tomorrow anyway)
-we found it we are having a boy. so andy gets his hockey buddy. and i may get a mommas boy. its a win-win situation.
-i am now halfway through the fall semester. yeah its tough but im looking forward to getting it over with. six more credits i wont have to deal with anymore.


and i know this entry sucks.
but im a busy person...
so my time is sucky for the moment.

but hey at least you got an update.